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JOURNEY THROUGH HELL
by Arthur Webb
Edited by Ben Jones, Lone Pine, CA
Writes Ben Jones, Mayor of Badwater: "I have just received a wonderful story about Arthur Webb's perception of what the Badwater race is all about."
ARTHUR WEBB'S BADWATER 2000 STORY
It has been several weeks since the Badwater race and I am at home
still licking my wounds. I am finding it hard to figure out where to
start this story. For a myriad of reasons, I have found it very
difficult to generate enough steam to even write the thing. It could be
that Badwater really pulverized me this year. I am still having lots of
trouble recovering and reentering the "real world." But, I figure
someone out there may be interested in my struggle out in the desert, so
what the hell here goes!!
It is almost 6 AM and all the runners are beginning to assemble at
the starting line. There is a Sun Precautions Badwater 2000 banner which
straddles a small piece of Highway 178 at Badwater. Since yesterday and,
for the last hour, innumerable photos have been taken. There are plenty
of hugs and good lucks being passed around to old and newly established
friendships which will last a lifetime. As we line up and begin to stare
into the teeth of the toughest footrace on this planet, Adam Bookspan,
who has already covered 146 miles on his reverse double crossing, begins
to honor our presence by playing the National Anthem on his trumpet. As
usual it is an extremely emotional few minutes. In a very few seconds,
we will be off and running on our own separate journeys into the jaws of
the Death Valley torture chamber in an attempt to fulfill our dreams and
aspirations of conquering this monstrous undertaking. This is one of the
cherished moments which all the Badwater runners hold dear to their
hearts. Fully trained, rested, ready to go, and it's only 90 degrees.
Perfect except for one minor problem!. I don't know if I can even run
100 feet.
One month ago after an awkward fall off my deck, my left hamstring
and sciatic nerve were severely injured. The damage was bad enough that
it would take a miracle to get to the starting line. Up until race day,
I was treated with a battery of anti-inflammatory drugs, a mountain of
pain pills, tons of ice packs, numerous sessions with physical
therapists and some acupuncture. High doses of Prednisone were
administered five days ago. At that time, I could hardly walk and was
completely depressed. Less than two days ago, Dr. Ben Jones gave me a
lumbar cortisone trigger injection that successfully relieved a terrible
pain in my lower back.
Yet against all odds and everybody's advice, I am here. The cry was
for next year. Do it next year when you are healthy, but at my age there
may not be many more next years. Besides does anyone remember receiving
smart medals for any of the exotic runs we attempt?
A few days earlier, I had called Marshall Ulrich, who was injured
and crew-depleted. I offered him my crew and a mini-market stocked van
if things went sour. At the very least we would both get to the starting
line and maybe even hobble through this thing together.
The word is given and off we go. Surprisingly, everything feels
okay as I run a few miles with a pack of my friends and heroes; Lisa
Smith, Jay Batchen, Steven Silver, Major Maples, Errol Jones, Maria De
Jesus, and others. Unfortunately, Marshall and I have to back off if we
are to have any chance of finishing this race. Since we are both
sputtering on only a few cylinders, we will have to concentrate on
running gingerly during the entire race. Maria De Jesus runs with us for
awhile but a case of food poisoning will force her to drop out early.
Around the 30-mile mark Kaname Sakurai and Dusan Mravlje, only yards
apart and from a race-start time two hours later, were definitely on a
mission. They zip on by us. It appears course records are in jeopardy.
We are entertained by Kari Marchant, a live wire crew person from
Bishop. If one could bottle and sell this wonderful women's personality
and magnanimity, he or she would get rich overnight.
Running alone for a time, there is the realization that, for the
next two days, the great expanse and immense beauty of this land will
mesmerize us all. Amongst all the majesty, glory, and overwhelming
beauty of this Death Valley, GOD is here (most likely in the shade). We
are all privileged to be running through this magical, inspirational and
definitely spiritual place. However, letting ones guard down even for a
few minutes in this mystical and peaceful land, will expose you to its
brutality. My lifeline crew of John Rodgers, Pilar Dizes and her
husband, James, will be at my side to help protect me from this dark
side. They will keep me hydrated, fed, and sprayed down with
super-soakers for heat protection. They will essentially coddle me the
entire race.
Marshall and I slug it out together for some forty miles by running
a bit and doing some power walking. As usual, at the Stovepipe dunes
and the Devils Cornfield, it gets extremely hot. Some say it got up to
127. The thermal winds seem to always blow down the Valley and across
this area. I surge ahead a bit and follow Dean Karnazes. He was on a
very good pace (and started later). He eventually turned in a terrific
32-hour race. I veered off the course at Stovepipe Wells Village (41
miles). This would allow me some pool time before Marshall scoots on by.
Marshall runs by only minutes later, which means it's time to leave the
pool and get going. Feeling somewhat refreshed I am able to run three or
four miles up the hill looking for him. I pass Joe Decker who had just
scattered the ashes of his beloved friend, Greg Jenkins, around
Stovepipe Wells. A sad and honorable tribute to his former crew member,
who died caribou hunting in Alaska several months after having been here
last year. The heat is again stifling as I finally catch Marshall. He is
having his own problems and soon falls into a heap alongside the road.
With a bad knee and an Eco-Challenge in Borneo due in three weeks, he
will wisely but sadly drop out.
Every year I have a tough bout early going up to Townes Pass (59
miles) and don't know why. I down some chocolate puddings and a couple
of Starbuck's frapuccinos (my secret weapon). After my kidneys start to
finally kick in, I begin to feel better. During the next ten miles, I
hunker down and trudge up what seems to be this never-ending grade. As
it gets dark, this trek up Townes Pass appears to be the stairway to
heaven. It's as if I am literally walking into and amongst the billions
of stars which are splashed across the sky. It is extremely
exhilarating. I would have come here just for these few sacred miles.
Near the top, we hear from other crews that the Russian runners have had
dinner and a beer at Panamint Springs Resort. I get going and am able to
run the entire 13 miles to Panamint Springs with the thoughts of
scrambled eggs and a couple of beers dancing around in my head. Upon
arriving it is no surprise to learn that the lodge is now closed. Darn.
Oh well ,the hospitality room should offer a nice respite. After slicing
open two large blisters covering both my heels, the diarrhea, which will
bother me for the next twenty miles, begins. That's it. I have had
trouble in this hospitality room every year and next time will not be
stopping here again.
The monumental struggle and crawl up the eight-mile pass to the top
at Farther Crowley's Point (80 miles), is next. Usually, I don't feel
this fatigued until the Mt. Whitney climb some 42 miles from here. Not a
good sign. I generate some energy by looking back across the Panamint
Valley and toward Townes Pass at what appears to be a meandering string
of white Christmas tree lights. These belong to all the other runners
and their crews who are also grinding it out across this course.
Spectacular. Yet another reason for coming here.
I am startled and frightened by the appearance of a gigantic and
evil looking alien spaceship now hovering over the valley. Great! Now we
are all doomed and no one is going to finish this race. My crew attempts
to assure me that it is only a sliver of the moon just now cresting the
mountains. It is night in the desert when all the demons start crawling
out from the dark crevices of the mind and begins to rattle around in
our head. Last year, almost in this same location, a large white
menacing figure was hunched along the road getting ready for the kill
but I was able to get by just in time. My crew said it was only a large
white rock, but what do they know.
While lying on the ground making a fruitless attempt at a bit of
sleep at Father Crowley's, Clive Saffery, who is looking fairly strong,
jogs by. Good. Someone to run with. What's that old expression, "misery
loves company." The extreme beauty in the desert this morning is
enhanced by the arrival of Dana Prieto and Chris Kostman. Out on body
count patrol, they will have to listen to me whine for a few minutes.
Next time they will probably drive right on by.
Near the Death Valley boundary sign (95 miles), CHP Sergeant Randy
Bierly, the unofficial Badwater grapevine specialist, stops for a few
words. Kudos to this fine man for his updated race reports, giving aid,
and support to those runners in need, and for citing those attempting to
set new land speed records.
As the day begins to heat up, I dog Clive for over 20 miles, but
then all my wheels start to come off. I begin having spatial problems
and my mind is now out of sync with my body. My legs feel like rubber
bands and there are periods of time when I don't know where I am because
of all the cortisone flowing through my system. These symptoms will
plague me for the next several days. The trek through the Darwin Flats
and the Saline Valley turnoff is but a hot blur. By the Darwin
checkpoint, walking becomes difficult, yet I am still able to survival
shuffle along and the diarrhea is finally gone. I am at least moving
forward. I wonder if the large white grave-site cross at mile 96 belongs
to a former runner who crawled across the road and just gave up. Makes
perfect sense to me.
High up in the pass at the 100-mile mark, where one can view the
great stretch of the Owens Valley, I realize that all the down hills
will have to be run in order to buckle. Two miles later I re-injure my
left hamstring and pull up lame. The next half-mile takes30 minutes.
Things are looking very grim. I test out several different pairs of
shoes, inserts and sock combinations. I find some relief with a hand
full of painkillers and a healthy application of DMSO (horse liniment).
While gritting my teeth, I am now able to run the six miles to Keeler
(110 miles) (should be renamed Killer).
The next seven miles are the most treacherous. I begin to choke on
the smoke and ash from the forest fires and the sand, which is trapped
in the super heated winds blowing across the Owens Valley. Then everyone
is treated to ten miles of freshly laid 200-degree asphalt that
penetrates the entire body like a red-hot skewer. Maybe this is a plot
by the race director to make this thing even tougher. Next year we
probably will have to run barefooted over ten miles of broken glass. The
heat is atrocious and it begins to overwhelm my body. On top of
everything else, I am red-lining heat exhaustion, or worse, and have to
be packed and draped in ice several times. I am totally blitzed and have
never felt this bad anywhere. They may eventually have to scrape me off
the course, but I will not willingly drop out so close to my goal. I
have been running long enough to know that these bad moments have a way
of passing. Besides, what would the kids that I run for, at the Valley
of the Moon Children's Home and Crisis Center in Santa Rosa, think?
Many of these abused and abandoned children have to face even deeper
pain almost everyday. There will be no quitting today. It is good to see
Clive Saffery, who had red-flagged temporarily off the course, because
of an Achilles problem return to the course. His tireless crew, Roberto
de Vito and his adorable wife, Mizue Nagai, from Hong Kong, will help
this hardworking warrior finish in a respectful 39 hours. Once cooled
off and forcing myself to load up on lots of carbohydrates and juices, I
begin to feel better. After a few baby steps, some momentum is generated
and I am actually able to run six fairly decent miles into Lone Pine
(122 miles), where I catch up with Lisa Smith and Jay Batchen, who are
having their own problems. We commiserate for a mile as we walk towards
the Whitney Portal Road.
There will be no more running tonight. I am spent and now dragging
my left leg behind me. My hamstrings are screaming for relief and my
sciatica is now on fire. As Ben Jones stops traffic, I practically crawl
across the road seeking some relief at the hotel pool and hot tub. Later
it's learned that the "Blister Queen," Denise Jones, was in the area
helping other runners. This would have been an opportune time to have
been pampered and treated by this lovely lady for the severe blisters on
my hamburger- like feet. Better luck next year. After a splash in the
water and downing several large malts and a few more frapuccinos, I grab
a bag of crunchy cheetos for the Portal climb. Bobb Ankeney, bless his
heart, volunteers to guide me up the mountain. The climb is agonizingly
slow and extremely torturous. There are ten hours left to buckle and I
may have to use every last second. Turning the corner for the final
climb, we meet last year's running partner, Steven Silver, and his fine
crew person, Jim Wolff. Unfortunately, I am just getting started and he
has already turned in a very good 36-hour run. Sour grapes. It's a good
thing Bobb is walking with me up this dark mountain. He can protect both
of us from the flock of super huge Pterodactyls circling overhead and
also from the large group of Yeti-like beasts which have been walking
beside us for several miles. Luckily, they disappear as we walk into the
switchbacks and finally enjoy the refreshing cool of the mountains. As
usual, the switchbacks go on forever and, after passing the last
mile-marker, we know that we have this last mile to go. Over the last
hump, around the bend, and up the hill, we finally arrive at the finish.
I cross the line and slump into a chair. Finally, it is all over. The
mind and body as usual are completely shot. The emotional release is
held in check and will spill out later in a private moment. The mission
was accomplished in 43 hours and 12 minutes.
After watching Lisa and Jay finish and a brief medal ceremony with
Lynne Werner, I am stuffed into a car and hauled done the mountain.
Halfway down I throw up and almost fall out of the car. At the motel, I
throw up, fall out of the car, and then pass out in the middle of the
parking lot. I am dragged over to the hot tub and gently tossed in.
Everyone finally goes to bed, which gives me several hours alone to soak
and reflect.
This Badwater was by far the most difficult race I have ever had to
finish. It would have been much easier to stay at home and nurse my
injuries than to have come here and suffered all this pain and misery.
But, then I would have missed this incredible journey, which was
punctuated by the knowledge that once you have crossed the finish line
at this race than anything is possible.
Staying at home I would not have met new friends: Scott McQueeney,
Dean Karnazes, Johann Pratscher (Austria), Kaname Sakurai (Japan), Kari
Marchant, Clive Saffery (Taiwan), Dixie Madsen, Michael Styllas (Greece)
and sweet Clare. I would not have witnessed the courage displayed by
Paul Stone, Adam Bookspan, Chris Moon, Errol Jones, Scott Weber, Rick
Nawrocki, and so many others who had the determination to dig down very
deep in order to complete their missions. Then there was Erika Gerhardt,
a complete blathering vegetable at Lone Pine, yet still able to somehow
struggle 13-miles up to the finish line long after most people had gone
home. Commendable. Few people on earth have this much courage. This I
would have missed. I would not have been around to enjoy the karaoke jam
session and celebration dinner at the Totem Cafe in Lone Pine with Lisa,
Jay and their wonderful crew: Sean, Stacy, Bob, David, Buddy, Clare and
Bethie. Finally, I would have missed the opportunity to complete this
most difficult of all races, after having trekked across the exquisitely
beautiful Death Valley. This Badwater race and all the people involved
are what I dream of all year. I could not have missed this special
treat. I will be back.
A special thank you to Chris and Keith Kostman, Dana Prieto Tanaka
and all the fine people helping from AdventureCorps. Without all your
hard work, there would not have been a race. It was also nice to see
Matt Frederick and Karen Raby (both formerly with Hi-Tec Sports, USA,
Inc.) again.
Thank you Ben and Denise Jones for everything. Your hospitality,
grace and dignity are loved by all. Everyone knows that, without you
two, this would just be another long tough, tough, tough race.
Thanks to Sun Precautions for the lead race sponsorship and for the
wonderful hats.
Thanks to SCORE INTERNATIONAL and the American Postal Workers Union
for some of my financial support.
Thanks to all the runners who had the heart and conviction just to
get to the starting line. Everyone is a winner here.
Thanks again to all the crews who helped us realize our goals.
Thanks to all the doctors and therapists who patched me up just
enough to get to the starting line, which then allowed me to completely
beat the crude out of myself for two days.
Finally, thanks to my beautiful, understanding and wonderful wife,
Christine, who guided me to the starting line by helping me stay
somewhat positive once I became injured.
My crew and I had an unbelievably satisfying five days dealing with
the elements and all the terrific people out in Death Valley. We were
overwhelmed by the camaraderie, compassion, and heroics of this close
knit family. For this we thank everyone a million times over.
It was indeed an honor to be part of the toughest footrace in the
world the Sun Precautions Badwater 2000 Ultramarathon.
GOD Bless everyone.
#29 Arthur Webb
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